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7th-Aug-2011 08:22 pm(no subject)
Eros And Psyche

I fight everyday. Fight for things to change. But nothing ever does. I'm surrounded by proof that I will never be more. Never accomplish anything. Life will always be this. I don't even know what I want anymore. Just...something. But...if that's never going to happen, why the hell do I bother?

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1st-Feb-2011 10:57 pm - Dear Steven,
Pain
Fuck you.  Next time you have a problem with me, come to me with it.  I spent an entire night at working feeling like shit because I was being yelled at for not working...when I was.  Just because something isn't immediately obvious to YOU as work related, doesn't mean it's not.  If you had just fucking ASKED me ONCE what I was doing and why, you would have understood.  Instead, you had to tell Christy that "Oh, Brittany's not doing anything again", and make other people around you think that was true.  I got called lazy tonight.  I had one truly idle moment, and that was waiting for the goddamned bathroom.  So I reiterate: fuck you.  You should really realise that the world isn't as you see it.  Your opinions aren't fact.  Thanks for making my night hell, when it really didn't need to be.
Eros And Psyche

Have you ever fallen in love with two people at once? How did it work out?

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Hahahahahahahahahahaha

*ahem*

What I mean is, we'll see!  Well, so far.




EDIT (02/01/11):  What's even funnier about this, is it's still relevant, only with a new player involved.  What's with my life?
16th-Oct-2010 02:49 pm - Suddenly remembered her vent...
Wings

See, the thing is, I get...restless.  I feel this intense need to....go.  Go away. Anywhere.  I've been back in Louisiana for, what, 2 years now?  And it's driving me crazy.  And it's not that it's Louisiana.  It's like that everywhere I've been.  I feel this constant pull to be moving and going and...gah.  I always feel so torn.  Part of me wants to settle and have a normal life and then this other part screams and rages against it.  My heart and soul just want to be free to fly wherever they want.  I hate being stuck.  I hate that everything costs so much damned money, and that to get money I have to settle and work and bah.

I just need to roam...


16th-Oct-2010 02:42 pm - Hm..
Hold Me Too Tight
I never have been good at writing very often.  I can only imagine that there are...what, 2 maybe 3 people that read this?  *waves*  Hey, guys.

Sooooo....life.

I had a new job for a bit, I was selling Rainbow vacuums (which are effing awesome, by the way).  Then the distributor was trying to screw me and refusing to pay me, so I walked away.  So now jobless.  Hopefully not for too long, because Sebren has agreed to help me (money) get back into school as soon as I have a way to support myself.  Which will be so nice.  I even know what I'm gonna majour in!  How weird.  XD

I've been with Michael for over a year now.  Things are good.  We live together, with our friend Fae and sometimes her boyfriend Presley.  We all play WoW. A lot.  It's rather sad.

I recently realised that I've been in love with Wolfie for...I dunno, years now?  In hindsight, it's kind of hilarious.  I keep asking "How did I not know~?" He knew all along, I think.  Makes sense, he's been there for me through almost all of my ups and downs.  He's kept me sane (as ironic as that is at times).  Now, I just have to actually meet him.  *giggles*

Michael took that information much better than I thought he would.  I caught him on a lucid day.  Heh.  He's okay with it, and our relationship has changed to a sort of open relationship thing, which we will see how that goes...

So that's everything, actually.  I sit around playing WoW with my roommates (with getting them addicted to Doctor Who thrown in), I'm jobless, but looking.  And I might go to school soon.  And....well, boys.  *laughs*

I feel like when I started this, I wanted to vent.  But I did no venting.  And now I'm not sure what I wanted to vent about.

So...bai.
22nd-Jun-2010 12:36 pm(no subject)
Eros And Psyche
I feel inspired.

No, no. Just super nervous. And feeling the need to let it out, and I'm home alone.

So I have a job interview tomorrow. It's not a glamorous job, or anything. It's at the animal shelter. But this job is such a huge step in the right direction for me. Normal hours, guaranteed hours (unlike where I am now, where I never know if I'm getting 20 hours or 40), good benefits (health insurance, please, there's so many things wrong with me that need to be fixed XD)...just good things. Even if I ended up making LESS money than I do now, it would still just be better. Not to mention that once you already work for the parish government, it's a lot easier to get other jobs in the parish government.

And so this interview has me freaking out, quietly. Which is why I'm rambling so much on the internet. O.o Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
13th-Mar-2010 10:08 am(no subject)
Pain
I guess since Facebook seems intent on screwing me over, I'm back to just using this.

Which is cool, since LJ is my first internet blogging love, and thus my true love.

So...fuck the last couple of months. Seems like everything that could go wrong has. For instance...today. I was going to audition to be part of the cast of RennFaire. Which would have been AWESOME, right? Except my alarm didn't go off.

So I wake up right at 10, when the auditions start. Everyone was supposed to be there by 9:45.

And I want to cry and scream and break things. Only my boyfriend's sleeping, and I can't make noise. And him sleeping while I'm so damned upset is just upsetting me more.

Gods. Fuck this. No one's going to hear, or care. None of my friends talk to me anymore...I can't remember the last time I heard from Jeffs, despite countless atttempts to get in touch with him....I haven't seen Lacey since before Christmas...

If I had known that this would happen, I might not have come back at all.

Of course...then I wouldn't have my pet...

Perhaps it just means it's time to go.
True Love

Do you believe in astrology? If so, how often do you check your horoscope and how does it impact your life? If not, do you get annoyed when people make assumptions about you based on your sign?

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I do believe in astrology, as a matter of fact. However, "horoscopes" are crap. The stars can't predict your day to day life. That's silly.

Also, I make assumptions about people based on their signs, but am always open to being proven wrong. Or doing a birth chart to show why the assumption is wrong for that person.
8th-Aug-2009 11:39 pm - So~
Wash
I'm sitting here and watching Serenity with Lacey. Fun being the person to show people things like this for the first time. ^_^ 'Cept, she keeps arguing that they should make a second season and just continue from where the movie ends...aaand she hasn't seen the end of the movie. So she doesn't realise that it wouldn't work. 'Cause...I just wouldn't watch. You could get the same cast back and I would not.

So this is fun.

So I feel like I never have anything to say that's not, like...weird ramblings about my thoughts on love, or updates on things like my employment status (by the way, job is tiring). *sighs* I guess I've not got much to say? I don't know why. I usually have plenty to say. Just...not when I start TRYING to say something.

I guess I could ramble at this thing for a bit. I'm awful good at rambling. ^_^

I recently realised that it's been too long since I read a proper book. Picked up Ender's Game the other day, but...haven't started reading it. Feel unmotivated. Been thinkin' 'bout going to the library, but never really have the time. Would totally have time tomorrow...'cept, oh wait.

I went to the zoo today! It was...weird. I hadn't been there since...sometime before Katrina. Prolly a long time before Katrina. Which, by the way, is about as long as it's been since I've been to the beach. I miss the beach. ; ;

...Book. *sad*
30th-Jun-2009 05:11 am - Voice Post
Eros And Psyche
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“Voice to send(?) because I feel like it. So my Mom for the first time since my 7th grade school year decides to bring my sisters to go visit my dad's grave. My Daddy is buried in Alabama because the woman that he married about a month before he died decide to move him from where he was buried here by all of his family 4 hours away in Alabama by her. So first time Mom has ever offered to do that. I've only visited my father's grave once. And that wasn't with her. That was daddy's brother bringing me and my sisters. She tells me earlier this evening that they're doing that. Doesn't invite me. Just tells me that I can use my sister's car while they're gone. Because I have stuff to do trying to get a job. Because I'm unemployed. Like always. So she didn't even think to invite me. Like I wouldn't even wanna see my father. And that all I know what that's about. But it bothers me. It bothers me a lot. And she's all oh well we'll go again some time and you can come with us. Well, yeah ok. That's gonna happen. He's been gone since the junior high. When's the next time she's gonna feel up to going out there. So I've been thinking that one day we'll have the money. Me and my sisters should go together and try to move him back. Because she just married again already. So I would think that the man's children would have more pull over where he should be buried as far as legally goes. Then you know his widow ___ months is just already remarried. Right? I mean kids come first. At least I think so. Course I think so. I don't know. I will talk to a lawyer about it if I ___ actually. But anyway yeah. My mom's a bitch(?). But you know I've said that before. And of course that's where I get it from. So I can't really complain too much of those. It just sucks. I would have liked to have gone.”

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